jubestar

it's been so long! and guess what? I still haven't painted. at all! D: but i'm dang sure about to. my friend's mom runs a preschool.. and i've been assigned a large project. i'm doing a HUGE mural on all four walls. the class room is realllllly big. but i'm so excited. i'm doing it with my friend molly. : ) Yay, summer. and i'm planning an actual photo shoot. other than that, it's just summer classes and work. getting all my grad requirements done. It's insane- this time next year, i'll be done. DONE! i'll have an AA and my diploma. life is good. I want to plan a trip to somewhere. any destinations you'd like to suggest?

it's been over a month! i haven't painted...at all? Not really anything going on. I work. I study. Life is pretty boring for the most part. ...maybe things will get better. :) I hope. <3 more projects starting soon! I hope. :/

A lot has happened since the last time I posted. and since no one else is free to talk, i'll shout it into the oblivion of the internet. Here are my thoughts. With finals, I have found no time for my painting. I feel dead. Prom was tonight. I skipped. I'm beginning to somewhat regret my conscience decisions to remove myself from life. i'm quite lonely, I must admit. My self-isolation is starting to tear me apart. I don't know why I do these things to myself. It's no big deal, really. I just sort of feel like at this point when i'm older.. i'm going to have nothing to look back on. i'm so scared of that. And I can't even seem